Between the Lines

WARNING: READ TILL THE END BEFORE YOU RUN AFTER ME WITH A KNIFE

1 I used to think of my class very highly; no doubt
2 I was wrong, and it would be a lie if I say that
3 my thoughts have never changed. I no longer
4 look forward to any class gathering, and often
5 spend any day not thinking about my classmates.
6 After all I have not been happy with you around.
7 As time has passed, my liking for 5S5 has not
8 lasted like I promised, in fact it has actually
9 faded a bit. Looking back at the times we spent
10 in CHS, it has never felt good at all to be
11 together, the laughter and tears we shared meant
12 nothing at all to me. I dreaded being in class
13 more than anything I can put in words. You are
14 not convincing at all when you self-profess as
15 an amazing bunch of fun people. No one else could
16 have been worse than you, even a politician would
17 have brought more colour to my life. I am able to
18 enjoy life more without you; it is difficult to
19 smile from the depths of my heart in your company.
20 Being in the same class as you was a torment.
21 On the first day itself I decided that I would
22 have prefered any other class; only fools would
23 truly cherish those two years. I believe that
24 as much as we hate to admit it, undeniably, even
25 if we put in our effort to hold on to one another,
26 it will yield no outcome, and there is no way
27 our friendship will last forever. I swear
28 that when I express my growing hatred for you,
29 I mean it. If you think I really do love 5S5,
30 consider again; if you have realised otherwise,
31 you are absolutely right. I appreciate the fact
32 that I have the courage to deny the saying
33 that I am a part of 5S5, and I am proud of it.


Note: Read the odd-numbered lines ONLY, i.e. the first, third, fifth etc.

This confession, with both literal and hidden meanings, is written by Wen Zhen.
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